1. |
Manifested You Leaving
02:53
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I manifested you leaving
I didn’t plan on the grieving
And now that it's cuffing season
I’m finding ways for a reason
Red eyes and strawberry wine
Posted yourself getting oh so high
My God, please look at the time
Why do we both believe you’re still mine
Be careful what you wish for, Be careful how you care
I’ve been getting blissful when there's no love to bear
Be careful what you wish for, Be careful how you care
I’ve been getting blissful when there's no love to bear
I manifested you leaving
And I hope in a year we’ll be even
I don't even know what I'll say then
But I hope that you’ll learn to respect it (no, no, no)
And at 4:44, you're not here no more
And at 11:11, I’m sending my wishes to heaven
And we both feel fine when it's 5:55
But at 3 am I’m in your arms again
Careful what you wish for, Be careful how you care
I’ve been getting blissful when there's no love to bear
Be careful what you wish for, Be careful how you care
I’ve been getting blissful when there's no love to bear
When there's no love to bear (bear, bear, bear, bear)
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2. |
Your Place
02:49
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There's no way it isn't fair
Could’ve gone anywhere
But my heart races
To your place
And as I'm standing in the hall
Know I've been here before
But it's not the same since
You said you've changed
Three years to us means nothing
Turn tears to lust it's nothing
And I told my girls it's nothing
No need for words that mean nothing
You said I love you with your eyes
When you told me “come inside”
I had the keys here the whole time
When I walked into your life
If these walls could talk they'd remind me
Of all the smiles that have slipped through my memory
And in the silence I still hear us laughing
From when they played our favorite show back to back and
It's been a thousand years since you've seen me
An ancient picture of us below the TV
And I'd admit anticipation exciting
But darling I've arrived
Did I say too much or not enough
Tell me it's okay if I want to stay and then you say
You said I love you with your eyes
When you told me “come inside”
I had the keys here the whole time
When I walked into your life
You said I love you
You know that I do
I love you, I love you
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3. |
IDK Who You Are
04:00
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I still love you, know I love you
Brown eyes and perfect teeth
The way you look at me
And I painted a picture see
My golden fantasy is tight in my mind
But I don't know who you are
I know we barely talk
Parks that we've yet to walk
But when you try to hold my hand
I can't comprehend
We’re so tight in my mind
But I don't know who you are
Oh but I still remember, I still remember
Drives to your place
Talks on the driveway
I never knew life before you
I still love you, know I love you
But I hate that we’ve changed
We've changed
I passed by our past life
Teasing me under streets of lights
We shared innocent eyes til I left that night
We were tight all our lives but I don't know
Closed eyes and vivid dreams
You still find a way to sneak inside
Hold me and don't let go cause I never want to know
You're tight In my mind
But I don't know who you are
Oh but I still remember, I still remember
Drives to your place
Talks on the driveway
I never knew life before you
I still love you, know I love you
But I hate that we’ve changed
We've changed
Oh and maybe one day
We can talk on the driveway
Like the old days
I'd do it over again
Cause I still love you, you know I love you
And I hate, hate that
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4. |
Tide Pod
04:05
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You're telling me baby we need to talk more
But honestly, I've been at this blue shore
For about a week
Drowning in you but you don't believe me
You never see me
And I'm at the surface of this figment of fate
In my colorful brain and I can't let go of times
That weren't always pretty but you're still not with me
And I'm stuck in our tide
Oh and I'm stuck in our
Eyes
Watching the moon are you watching too
And between us two brings a cold riptide
Drifting us apart but when I picture love
I still think of us
I'm at the surface of this figment of fate
In my colorful brain and I can't let go of times
That weren't always pretty but you're still not with me
And I'm stuck in our tide
Oh and I'm stuck in our
Something in the water carries me cause
Every time we say goodbye it starts to rise
Something in the water carries me cause
Every time we say goodbye it starts to rise
And I'm at the surface of this figment of fate
In my colorful brain and I can't let go of times
That weren't always pretty but you're still not with me
And I'm stuck in our tide
Oh and I'm stuck in our
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5. |
Still Standing
04:52
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Told me you love me yesterday
Nothing’s forever except for the way I'd wait
And to be honest I can't see your face
I'm only holding onto your name
Ask me why and I can't find a reason
To want you with me for more than a season
And falling comes when the summer is leaving
But we’re still standing
And I can’t see something I still believe in
And maybe it's cause I know you wanted me then
We've spent all this time spent all this time
And we’re still standing
Why
Behind tired eyes is when you come alive
Should I swallow my pride and call you tonight
You’re a light in the darkness
But I feel her shadow creeping in
It's a childhood weakness to believe I can fall in love
So ask me why and I can't find a reason
To want you with me for more than a season
And falling comes when the summer is leaving
But we’re still standing
And I cant see something I still believe in
And maybe it's cause I know you wanted me then
We've spent all this time spent all this time
And we’re still standing
Bridges burn but no you’d never hurt me
We could say goodbye but it's always too early
We’ve spent all this time, spent all this time
but we’re still standing
Bridges burn but then you went and hurt me
We could say goodbye but its always too early we’ve spent
All this time, spent all this time
And we're still standing
Why, why (why, why, why)
Why, why,
Why, why
Why why
Standing, standing (why are we)
Standing, Standing
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6. |
Real Eyes
02:12
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Eyes, something in your eyes
Brings me every time
Though it don't feel right
When it starts getting dark
I feel in my heart
I always failed my part
This passion I'm not perceiving
And these lessons I’m never learning
So I left you broke and deserted
Wondering why
All I had to do was open up
All I had to do was be enough
All I had to do was just look up
To love
But now I'm looking in your
Eyes
Something in your eyes
Brings me every time
Though it don't feel right
When
It starts getting dark
I feel in my heart
I always failed my part
This passion I'm not perceiving
And these lessons I’m never learning
So I left you broke and deserted
Wondering why
All I had to do was open up
All I had to do was be enough
All I had to do was just look up to love
But now I'm looking in your
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7. |
ROSE
04:32
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I see myself in rose petals
The red and greens are like in Eden
No no no
It's not for touch
And then a cloud rained on my doubts
He loves me not he loves me now
Oh no no no
It's all too much
So I thought if I run away
It would go away it would never stay with me
And if I disappeared and I'm never clear
You won't shed a tear
I told myself I would let it go
But I kept you in every word I spoke
I picked apart every piece of me
Until your thorns bled right into me
The audacity to call this love
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love
Looking out my window pane
The playing field is all in flames oh no no no
Where did it go
And how can I stop and smell the rose
When you’re looking at me like a ghost
No no no
Where did I, where did I go when I thought
So I thought if I run away
It would go away it would never stay with me
And if I disappear and I’m never clear
You won't shed a tear
I told myself I would let it go
But I kept you in every word I spoke
I picked apart every piece of me
Until your thorns bled right into me
The audacity to need your closure
I came I saw conquered it all and still, I need
Through all the blood that I would bleed
The distant past seems evergreen when I had
When I had your
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love (Love, love, love)
Love, love, love
So I thought if I run away
And if I disappear
I told myself I would let it go
But I kept you in (kept you in)
Every word I spoke
I picked apart every piece of me
Until your thorns bled right into me
The audacity to call this
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8. |
My Friends Hate You
02:41
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I feel like such a hypocrite
I told my girls I was done with this
They watched me cross you off the list
But no one makes me feel like this
Cause no one looks into my eyes so heavenly
And no one told me they wanted to marry me
And no one brings me to highs just to up and leave
See I love my girls but I want your heart
I want your heart, I want your heart
Last week I saw you down the street
We barely talk so we planned to meet
You chose my favorite place to eat
Then never reached out to me
We planned to eat but I’m salty
Cause Ashley told me she saw you at late past three
And Kelly warned me about inconsistency
And even though I know you're no good for me
See I love my girls but I want your heart
I want your heart, I want your heart
See but all my friends they hate you
And if I were them I would too
I always need a third view
But maybe I'm the issue
None of them can stand it
They say our love is unrequited
But they don’t hear your sweet nothings
So I better let them have it
See no one looks in yeah
And no one told me said
No one, no one but you (you)
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9. |
Placebo
03:43
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When you said I love you again
That marked the beginning of the end
Old habits come creeping up again
And I know this ain't healthy for my head
I've fallen into a version of you
I made up to make me feel less alone
So when the real you
Decides to go too
I don't know what id hear when I’m alone
And now I’m
Feeling withdraws I’m bound to
I don't know life without you
And I'm turning my pleasure into pain
Tell me you'll stay
Even if it's fake
(fake, fake, fake, fake)
Even if its
(fake, fake)
Fake, fake, fake, fake
(fake, fake)
What did I expect to happen?
When I overdose on validation
And you call me pretty every day
But I can't be happy anyway
Living in the past and playing sober
And I'd lose myself to win you over
I thought I loved you so I said it back
Cause I know just how my heart reacts to you
And now I’m
Feeling withdraws I’m bound to
I don't know life without you
And I'm turning my pleasure into pain
Tell me you'll stay
Even if it's fake
(fake, fake, fake, fake)
Even if its
(fake, fake)
Fake, fake, fake, fake
(fake, fake)
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10. |
Sorry I Had To Go
04:07
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Sorry I had to go
Spend this time on my own
Took you two years to notice
Took you too long to care
Cause when I see her pretty smile
I don’t shed a tear anymore
I know it’s not real anymore
When you took me there
Dressing to the nines
Trying to catch your eye
But I'm slowly fading away
Passing by my mirror
And I can’t recognize her
But you called me pretty today
I thought it cancels out
You said you love me now
But I can’t believe what I just can't see and I’m
Sorry I had to go
Spend this time on my own
Took you two years to notice
Took you too long to care
Cause when I see her pretty smile
I don’t shed a tear anymore
I know it’s not real anymore
When you took me there
I don't see you as more human
When I romanticized you and then you left me in the dark
You see me like shooting stars
But I thought that you would care
We only had one day to share
And you left me with no reaction
Took my heart, so give it back then oh
Go I think it's better if you go
Cause you're someone now I don't know
Through all those times on the road
I wrote to you and oh
Those love letters that I wrote
Are burning somewhere in the cold
Right by the autumn leaves
Thought I was falling
But now I’m sorry but I have to go
And don’t save me like leftovers
Today I refuse to be ignored
When I placed you on a pedestal
Why do I still apologize?
Don’t
Don't leave a message at the tone
Don't leave a message at the tone
Just go
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Emily Céline
im 19 and i like to write songs and produce them in my room! i just released my first album Insignificant Other which i produced and mixed myself containing songs ranging from pop to soul to rock. i hope you can enjoy my art and remember my name!
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